[Intro][Bare fingerpicked guitar and the sound of water over small stones.] [Verse 1: Höðr, dark male baritone] I knew your voice before I knew the dawn, Knew every step when the lamps were gone. You placed warm bread where my hand could find, Never spoke softly because I was blind. Then laughter circled the winter hall; Each god threw iron and watched it fall. A stranger guided my wrist in the glow— This was the hand that loosed the mistletoe. [Chorus: Höðr, dark male baritone, rising] This is the hand that loosed the mistletoe, Blind to the shaft, not blind to what I owe. Loki shaped the lie and fitted the bow, But mine was the hand that let it go. I cannot return you the breath laid low— I bring you the truth of the mistletoe. [Verse 2: Höðr, dark male baritone] They tell me I too was used that day, A piece set down in a crooked play. The word may be honest; the word may be fair, Still it cannot lift you alive from there. I heard your body strike polished ground, Then every god became less than sound. No darkness before had cut me so— I saw without sight what the hall would know. [Chorus: Höðr, dark male baritone, rising] This is the hand that loosed the mistletoe, Blind to the shaft, not blind to what I owe. Loki shaped the lie and fitted the bow, But mine was the hand that let it go. I cannot return you the breath laid low— I bring you the truth of the mistletoe. [Instrumental Break][Tagelharpa answers the vocal melody while the frame drum remains silent.] [Verse 3: Höðr, dark male baritone] I will not kneel so you must absolve, Or make you the key to the guilt I solve. You may keep anger; you may keep doubt, You may ask the others to leave me out. No brotherly oath can erase the stain; No crown grows clean from borrowed pain. I ask only this when the cold wihnds blow: Let me stand near what I helped lay low. [Bridge: Höðr and Balder, restrained call and response] [Balder, warm male tenor] Carry this stone till its weight can change. Do not call justice what keeps us estranged. [Höðr, dark male baritone] Your hand withdrew; the water ran slow. No god commanded what happened below. [Build-up][Low guitar and floor tom enter beneath the unchanged acoustic pattern.] [Final Chorus: Höðr, dark male baritone, full voice] This is the hand that loosed the mistletoe, Blind to the shaft, awake to what I owe. Loki shaped the lie and fitted the bow, But mine was the hand that let it go. I can guard the life that begins to grow; This hand will remember, but will not rule me so. [Outro: Höðr, unaccompanied] No pardon demanded, No guilt washed white. A hand can remember And still choose right.